Heartless

I love you

And maybe it’s stupid, but I miss you

And I just wanna say, I’m sorry

I’m just so fucking sorry

But you don’t need to hear that

And you don’t need to know that

No, not right now

And tonight

I’m gonna dance like I am just fine

Like I am better off without you

When I’m just lost without you

But you don’t need to hear that

And you don’t need to know that

No, not right now

Not when I’ve been ignoring all your constant calls

And every gut-wrenching text, yeah, I’ve read them all

Now I know you’re never gonna let this go

I guess I’m heartless

Out in a nice dress

Laughing along with all my friends

While you’re all alone

Blowing up my phone

But just for the night, I left it at home

Cause I can’t spend every second crying over it

So tonight, I guess I’m heartless

So, tell me

Is it true, what I’ve been hearing?

That you keep asking about me?

Are you wondering about me?

But I don’t need to hear that

And I don’t need to know that

No, not right now

Raise a glass

Here’s to moving on from the past

And I’ll drink to forget you

Like I could ever forget you

But I don’t need to hear that

And I don’t need to know that

No, not right now

When I feel like the worst and I know it’s true

Cause you need me right now and I’m abandoning you

But I can’t go down that road again

I guess I’m heartless

Out in a nice dress

Laughing along with all my friends

While you’re all alone

Blowing up my phone

But just for the night, I left it at home

Cause I can’t spend every second crying over it

So tonight, I guess I’m heartless

And it’s cruel, this game I’m playing

But you and all the things you’re saying

To guilt me back to you

So I lie, and I know it’s cold

But I would rather be a ghost

Than ever tell the truth

I guess I’m heartless

Yeah, I’m heartless

Out in a nice dress

Laughing along with all my friends

While you’re all alone

Blowing up my phone

But just for the night, I left it at home

Cause I can’t spend every second crying over it

So tonight, I guess I’m heartless

And that’s fine, oh I’m just heartless