Heartless
I love you
And maybe it’s stupid, but I miss you
And I just wanna say, I’m sorry
I’m just so fucking sorry
But you don’t need to hear that
And you don’t need to know that
No, not right now
And tonight
I’m gonna dance like I am just fine
Like I am better off without you
When I’m just lost without you
But you don’t need to hear that
And you don’t need to know that
No, not right now
Not when I’ve been ignoring all your constant calls
And every gut-wrenching text, yeah, I’ve read them all
Now I know you’re never gonna let this go
I guess I’m heartless
Out in a nice dress
Laughing along with all my friends
While you’re all alone
Blowing up my phone
But just for the night, I left it at home
Cause I can’t spend every second crying over it
So tonight, I guess I’m heartless
So, tell me
Is it true, what I’ve been hearing?
That you keep asking about me?
Are you wondering about me?
But I don’t need to hear that
And I don’t need to know that
No, not right now
Raise a glass
Here’s to moving on from the past
And I’ll drink to forget you
Like I could ever forget you
But I don’t need to hear that
And I don’t need to know that
No, not right now
When I feel like the worst and I know it’s true
Cause you need me right now and I’m abandoning you
But I can’t go down that road again
I guess I’m heartless
Out in a nice dress
Laughing along with all my friends
While you’re all alone
Blowing up my phone
But just for the night, I left it at home
Cause I can’t spend every second crying over it
So tonight, I guess I’m heartless
And it’s cruel, this game I’m playing
But you and all the things you’re saying
To guilt me back to you
So I lie, and I know it’s cold
But I would rather be a ghost
Than ever tell the truth
I guess I’m heartless
Yeah, I’m heartless
Out in a nice dress
Laughing along with all my friends
While you’re all alone
Blowing up my phone
But just for the night, I left it at home
Cause I can’t spend every second crying over it
So tonight, I guess I’m heartless
And that’s fine, oh I’m just heartless